Poetry

 

 

Learn to unlearn

 

Mind tricks play with sticks to lollipop licks

To be reminded of a child who is free with happiness 

and not charged for laughing with the silliness 

of stressful life outcomes and dizziness in a world reality we seem to miss

Brings us to memories of fine times letting us learn through rhymes 

born to you from the inside 

so take this message for a ride giving it time to let it sink ..giving it time to let it sink.

and just remember those who made you think

so put down the book that is forced upon you 

and open up your ears to the ones who survived through struggles derived 

from real life living 

and some how the saints are deprived to spread their generous vibe 

because geed has gone far beyond this tribe

and I tend to spread my wings and fly above the envious devious chatting lies 

of those individuals not able to open up their flight to ignite

when I'm given the natural light to see beyond the beauty that displays the face and internal smile

I will walk with grace

head high to the sky

i follow my dreams

hoping others will beam from what i've passed to you tonight

the journey to take the flight 

the journey of life

You have to walk on water with your mind swimming through time

of unresolved signs

conversing with the omen letting it unwind 

and your passion will be divine

dig in unwrath, unwrap that ego trap that eats your pride from inside 

and we will learn to unlearn within time.

we will learn to unlearn within time.

I AM

 

The leaves fell to the ground to replenish the cycle

To transition the season into personal reality

Of who you are and why you’re here

Brings us to this choice we have to choose

The path that feeds our fuel and plants the seeds for renewal

Because this is nature

And within balance occurs a truth that is so real for you and I

As your heart melts for desire

Once you say who you are you embody the qualities through vibrations

To higher intentions

The intelligence to create anything through your mind

But body and soul are part of the equation

We are all one in time with the sun

But the moon is with him through every heart beat

As you smile to strangers on the street

And last breath in dignity and possibilities

We climb so high we realized we could touch the sky

With motivation and passion

Just remember whatever follows I am will be sure to catch up to you

I am love

I am creativity

I am life

I am health

So fill in the blank and create your own destiny

SUMMER IN CALI 

 

I FELL IN LOVE IN SAN FRANCISCO

THEY SAY IT’S A ROMANTIC PLACE

ESPECIALLY AT THE DISCO

IT WHISPERED TO ME IN WAYS THAT HOOKED ME

THE COLOURS OF THE HOUSES AND ALL THE CREATIVITY.

THE WAVES SPEAK TO YOU IN A LANGUAGE THAT IMPRINTS MYSTERY

UNLOCKING THE SECRETS IF YOU GO DEEP WITHIN HISTORY

HE SAID TO ME WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR

AS THOUGH WE WERE LOOKING INTO A MIRROR

EVEN IF THIS MOMENT LAST A DAY, A WEEK, OR even A YEAR

AT LEAST IT HAPPENED WITH YOU MY DEAR

I GOT TO SHARE THAT SPACE IN TIME WHERE NOTHING ELSE EXISTS BUT YOU AND I

ALIVE AND FREE WITH NO WORRIES

EXCEPT NOW TO HEAR YOUR VOICE CHANGE IN A HURRY

THE WORDS DON’T MATCH YOUR ACTIONS

WHICH LEAVES ME WONDERING WHAT REALLY HAPPENED

MY HEART IS FULL AND READY FOR LOVE AS DEEP AS THE OCEAN

MY MOM ONCE TOLD ME “I AM ENOUGH FOR YOU AND YOU ARE ENOUGH FOR ME”

THAT’S ALL I NEEDED TO HEAR IN THIS TIME OF MISERY

“NO WOMEN NO CRY, NO WOMEN NO CRY”

AS I LISTEN TO THE LEGEND ON THE RADIO PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND

MY TEARS FLOW OUT OF ME LIKE THE RIVER

WINDING AND MELDING NEW PATHWAYS.

REMINDING ME AGAIN OF WHO I AM AND WHERE I NEED TO BE.

 BREAKING NEW BOUNDARIES

 I STILL HEAR MY BROTHER’S VOICE: HE SAID,  “I’M SO LUCKYI HAVE KNOW YOU FROM BIRTH AND SPENT THIS TIME WITH YOU ON EARTH”

HE ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT TO SAY IN THE RIGHT MOMENTS

LOVE AGAIN AND AGAIN

THE MOST ARTISTIC WORK IS INSPIRED FROM PICKING UP THE PIECES FROM A BROKEN HEART

ONLY TO START THE PROCESS OVER AGAIN

TO TRUST WITHOUT FEAR AND LOVE WITHOUT CONDITION

NOW THAT MY HEART IS FULL I PULL FROM MY MEDITATION THE NECESSARY TOOLS TO CONTINUE THIS INNER REVOLUTION

I FELL IN LOVE IN SAN FRANCISCO

I KNOW IT SOUNDS CLICHÉ

BUT IT HAPPENS TO THOSE WITH A HEART A GOLD

GOOD BYE CALI YOU’LL FOREVER BE APART OF ME

I DREAM OF YOU IN LAYERS AS I REST MY EYES COMPLETELY.

 

Crossroads

 

I’m at a crossroad,

One leads to familiar ground

One leads to unknown territory, curiosity, luminosity, freedom to find mystical cities

Don’t ask me again why I don’t love you the same

I ask myself, how do I make sense of the change

I wish I knew so I could tell you

As I look into your eyes and follow the truth

down a path untouched

All I can say is it’s leading the right way

Treasured memories until the end of time

Life moves forward as we let go and grow

With passion and flow

The twin flame awaits you and I

But the kindred spirit never dies

The soul mate is alive and wild

 in your dreams

As your subconscious dances and screams

So please explain this wonderful journey Accept the diversity and follow the syncrodestiny

Peace my friend on your spiritual discoveries

As I dance at the crossroads and take my chance    3x

HELLO, GOOD-BYE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN

 

ALL YOUR GOING TO BE IS ANOTHER MEMORY

AS OUR EYES LOCK IN SURPRISE SO QUICKLY.

HOW DO I MANAGE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH THE UNAVAILABLE, THE ONE IN FAIRY TALES.

SEEMS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE BUT IF THE TRUTH IS ALL THERE IS

THEN WHY CAN’T IT FEEL GOOD JUST FOR THE MOMENT?

THE CONNECTION WAS LIKE A FAMILIAR FACE IN A CROWD OF STRANGERS,

 A WARM GLOW THAT LIT UP THE SKY WONDERING WHY DOES HE HAVE TO GO.

PASSING LIKE SEASONS COLOURS ARRANGE INTO REASONS OF PAST LIFE RE RUNS,

IT COULD BE FUN, YOU JUST HAVE TO MAKE IT YOUR REALITY.

WE JUST SAID HI AND THEN BETWEEN THE GOOD BYE THERE WAS A DEEPER EXCHANGE.

HE CHANNELS AND DECODES THE SPIRAL MEMBRANE OF MEMORIES TRAPPED IN THE WRONG PLACE.

REWINDING THE HISTORY OF THE 5 MIN OF MYSTERY. THEN YOU SAID GOOD BYE.

ANOTHER DISTRACTION THAT TURNS INTO AN INSPIRATION.

I DRIVE AWAY FROM THE NORTH COUNTRY FAIR KNOWING THAT THE BEAUTIFUL SMILES WILL KEEP ME HAPPY

FOR MILES AND MILES AND MILES

WHAT CAN I SAY

I SAY WHAT CAN I SAY

YOU GOT ME!

HELLO , GOOD BYE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN

YOU FLASH BEFORE MY EYES AS I DOWNLOAD THE NEXT CHAPTER

AND EMBRACE THE PRESENT AS THOUGH IT WERE THE END OF THE STORY.

BEFORE ME THERE WAS A SEQUENCE OF CREATIVITY THAT BROUGHT YOU TO WHO YOU ARE

YOU CAME TO ME IN A DREAM AND TOLD ME THIS IS PART OF THE STORY.

YOU ALLOWED ME TO LAUGH AND PLAY AND BE FREE.

WE ARE HERE IN ONE IN UNITY TO PROVIDE THE KNOWLEDGE OF LOVE AND BEAUTY.

ALL YOU SAID IS HELLO AND GOOD BYE

BUT WHATEVER YOU SAID IN BETWEEN INFLUENCED ME TO SHARE THIS STORY.

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THE WINTER BLUES:

 

THE CRISP WHISPER OF YOUR TRUTH

CHILLS MY BEING AS I STAND IN THE COLD

WONDERING WHY YOU CAN'T REVEAL ALL OF YOUR HEART 

FOR YOU, I GAVE YOU ONE,

THE ONE THAT BLEEDS AT EVERY HEART BEAT OF INTENSITY

AND PASSIONATE INTIMACY

ANTICIPATING IT TO BE THAT NIGHT IN PV ON REPEAT

ENDLESSLY DANCING AND CARESSING ME

UNTIL MY KNEES TURNED TO JELLY

WHY CAN'T LOVE BE SO SIMPLE?

SIMPLY BECAUSE THERE ARE TOO MANY CONDITIONS

TO STAND IN THE WAY OF REALITY

WHEN IT'S SO MUCH EASIER TO DREAM AND LIVE IN FANTASY

AT LEAST WE HAD THE CHANCE TO MEET

I FEEL BLESSED TO HAVE THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIP AND HONESTY

AS I SIT BY THE CRACKLING FIRE AND SLIP AWAY ANY DISSOLVING IMAGES OF YOU AND ME.

Observations

 

We processed the colours displayed as they roll through our brain

and the seasons change giving us food to feed our words to nourish constantly

evolving pages developing stages we rearrange our traps to fall in cages

As we flip the chapters of our cycles and dissolve our human patterns of jail house rages

Giving fresh starts to forgive forget and move on, not to get stuck in the illusions of their songs

Expressed by those impressed with how your dressed

missing the meaning of freedom, consumed by materialism

hallmark holidays to have a reason to give, love and unite when everyday is a blessing and

should recognize the eyes within that dance freely in and out of vibrations

the music speaks, wake up to seek the knowledge of intuition and live beyond your imagination

Inside out upside down I b-girl to flip with the sound of my heart beat I trip

with endless flow and constant glow of the globe

I fill my lungs with fresh breath it will remain in my brain as I send messages and self express

It's in my blood it's a sweet treat that's been a journey of battling struggles of defeat

I'm a soldier a warrior, no crime committed within time of karmic bells ringing chimes in my head

of times given signs to switch my rhymes to obvious lines of forgiveness

of rapid movements of endless bliss

I see in the eyes of the suffering some people look without seeing

I want to heal and comfort the rough lives of humans unloved and abandoned from recycled parenting traits

I observed a little girl on the bus, her parents put up a fuss

I was appalled by the reciprocal disrespect and reaction of self induced abuse

2 years old blue and full of glue, she got slapped in the face

who really knew she wanted to live her dreams and follow her instinct to beam

some follow the seams of easy living and forget that to produce it takes time, hard work and patience

so let's give a little girl a chance to survive and keep her dreams alive

I'm inspired to write, not to impress but to undress my finesse to caress the words as they roll off my tongue and influence the young

I exercise my mind in tune with the moon as it travels through time

Gives me this power to be divine.

The Spice of Life

 

As I feel the flow of the evening glow,

Unwinding the time to dance with the angels

They play the music that shines and allows

Us to express the truth that responds to the drum beat of

The hearts feet as it runs all over my body

With curiosity I invite this rhythm into my story

Observe and embrace the qualities of life’s treasures

There’s no need to measure the differences or create conflict

Mystery is the mystery why we feel the need to explain the history

For one reason only to understand the patterns we’ve downloaded

And exhausted our resources to a point of destruction and damage that

Is now bandaged with false in political corruption, can you manage this?

The need to harmonize is more obvious now

These are the things I ponder….so I share with you as I’ve been granted this platform to teach express love and create.

All the images swirling in my head makes for a colourful inner existence.

I live this day fully as it speaks to me to accept the path as a lesson.

Constantly considering the diversity and playground of change and adaptability

Letting go and allowing your life to flow as it’s meant to

Makes it flavourful and delicious as you create the menu of life.

Having a big appetite for a plate full of delight.

The appetizer is sweet and delicious so come listen cause you don’t want to miss this.

The dessert should always come first with a loving intention of healing vibrations

Once you absorb the sweetness

You’ll forever be blessed with high vibrations

This is the spice of life

Motivation:

 

What does it feel like to reveal your insecurities? wait let that question soak in

and speak what hasn't been spoken 

Most think it but live in fear what might be broken

vulnerability gives you the strength to evolve in ways to clear the maze of paralyzation

climb to the top of this nation,

do what you love or you'll be left at the train station.

Don't miss the boat what drives you needs to be driven

no time to waste this space of

Once you let go the path will let you know

The constant need to be perfect and right in a world full of destruction

Unless you investigate the positive instructions

It's a cycle that creates balance 

therefore we need to enhance our chance to dance and never give up on romance

So jump out of the rutt your in and spread the love within.

there's a reason my belly tickles to the constant trickle of pictures that fill my memory

There is an answer to each melody of our existence

We can't blame the distance for our souls to resist this 

I wish upon every star that you are happy where you are 

one day we can explore and take the time to adore

As my inner world lights up with the thought of you

Feeling close yet far I take this journey and sail away in the sunset

with you in my mind I will never forget

those hazel eyes as they reflect a mirror of similarity

syncronicity is the key to a deeper connection 

even with the lack of communication between the cities

I feel the affection even as the distance fades

And realize this could all be a dream

As I seal this with a kiss and wish the best for you on your life's journeys.

You got my attention

 

This life is filled with love x2

And you stand in front of me,

beauty in your eyes and a soul that shines

Our hug could last for eternity

You give me a smile that makes my heart sing

we went to the river the sound of laughter cleansed the air

creations from within inspired by the fair.

 

Course:

The sun provided 

as our souls collided

The stories are familiar

we are not divided

In this whole wide world....ooooohhh oooo oohhh

 

I just want to hug you and feel your heartbeat

and if I had to let go it would be to look at your eyes for a treat

I could swim in the hazel ocean for days and for weeks

until you blink then I hold on but not too tight

Just enough so you can kiss me on the cheek

I want to know your dreams

I want to know your fears

I want to see your weaknesses and wipe away your tears

 

Course:

Transitions:

 

I guess I didn't know that you loved me so,

I guess I need to show more of what i know

Let the good times last and learn from the past

I want to know all your desires and what sparks your fire

 

Course:

I seek for inspiration as I look through your eyes

I listen to my heart as it tells me no lies

But it tells me so, it tells me to go deep I know

But really I think that I should go x2

 

Why are you so sad? I wish I could make you feel better

You inspire me to want to play, my heart feels young with you

Let's just travel the world and forget about all the bullshit

why does it hurt so bad to separate our love forever.

 

Course:

 

 

Love is the solution to this inner revolution, 

why is it that we have become so disconnected that our children are talking text machines that forgot how to run. 

We need to remind them to have fun

 

Love is the solution to this inner revolution,

Why is it that we want someone else to change but won't look within to know that the reflection is the direction of truth and full spectrum

 

Love is the solution to this inner revolution,

why do we cross the bridges and gaps of life's endless emotional traps to only find layers and layers of repeated stories.

 

Love is the solution to this inner revolution,

why do we seek validation and a constant need to be heard, accepted and focusing on how many likes we have on social media,

when the only ones that unconditionally love us we push away and then feel rejected.

 

We have endless stories, stories inside and beyond that explain this process of the warrior within.

Dancing around layers of forgiveness and heal through self love because it's the only solution to this inner revolution. 

The dance of intimacy

 

My heart feels warm when I think of you, melts when i'm around you and bleeds when your away.

I resist but surrender, resist again and embrace

but the constant battle in my head is exhausting without a trace

without a trail of your voice to mark your face

let's create

let our parallel paths dance in the wind

cuddle in the cold 

Make love in the peak of the full moon

laugh under the stars of the universe

Let go and allow it to flow as we only know this moment

This moment is gone with the snap of your fingers

If we don't take that chance of heartbreak

We won't know what good lovers we would make

Fear is a disease that paralyzes your need to break free and exist in this society

As an artist to be me and live in harmony 

Dance to the rhythm of our heartbeats

As the universe unfolds tasty treats

Long distance love

 

I see the sunshine in your eyes

It gives me the life to live strong

I see the world wrapped in your arms

As you treasure the moments in time

I rise to the sun and kiss the golden air

and you look at me with those sweet lovin eyes 2x

 

Course:

I pray that this is for real,

I'm the one for you and your the one for me 2x

 

Now that i'm gone far far away,

my heart aches for your voice to be near

those special moments when you whispered in my ear

gives me reason to return and want to stay

 

There is love in vulnerability

you just have to surrender and take responsibility

My young lion oh how I miss you

it seems like an eternity until we meet again

use the pain and misery for beautiful creativity

for it won't be long until I sing you this song 2x

 

Course:

I pray that this is for real,

I'm the one for you and your the one for me

 

It's time now to be strong

like you would say, hold firm

let the words that we preach be real

after all we do what we do to learn

even though hearts get broken

songs are sure sure to be spoken

 

Course:

Mom

 

To you the fairy who has brought me life and endless rythms

Imagination and creation and gifts of beauty

the empowered balance of self righteousness and reason 

for living and being who you are to only see the worlds eyes as they peer back in amazement

To see what you have become 

 

Course:

So I thank you for the entrance to this playful world

giving it open arms for acceptance and acknowledgment

 

To the beasts that have become beauties in the open ocean 

as my heart sails across the distant sea 

to share the unconditional love 

that ever so rapidly explains the intensity from one another's eyes as we stare through each others souls

Course:

 

WHAT IF

 

I love you until I take my last breath,

but you have to give me that chance 

to make that wish flourish

What if,

You open your wings 

so we can fly together

dance under the moon light, fall asleep under the stars

kissing until daylight

What if,

We met in each others dreams

and I sang to you until you said yes

It was us all along but you were scared to sing the song

What if,

I listened to your heart and it matched mine on every beat

as we made music in the streets

harmonize our moments

creating everlasting memories

What if,

You could receive the love I have flowing in my veins

The world would encourage this 

For it makes flowers bright

and birds sing

 

What if,

You were no longer blind 

and saw that I was your kind

I would hold you but treasure your space 

tell you the truth to your face

What if,

There was no distance between us

we could tell each other stories

play in the water like children

and actually feel each others skin

What if,

I was the one to bring you to life

and had the privilege to be your wife

What if,

I fell in love with you before you even knew

but i search for every excuse 

to avoid heartbreak and love you from a distance

but that would be living in fear 

and that's the last thing you wanna hear

What if,

You were straight up with me 

instead of dragging me through the mud

just to keep the strings attached

What if,

You never knew this poem was for you 

because i'm too shy to tell you

 

MEMORIES

 

THE MEMORIES OF YOU STAIN MY PAPER

PEN IN HAND 

INK SMEARED 

THE DROP OF EVERY TEAR 

I STILL SEE YOUR FACE

I CAN'T REPLACE THE FEAR

WITH A GLOWING SMILE YOU ONCE HAD AND A LAUGH I STILL HEAR

SHOCKS ME SHAKES ME

TELL ME THIS IS NOT FOR REAL

PLEASE GET UP 

PLEASE BREATH

I BROUGHT YOU YOUR MEDICINE 

BUT IT'S TOO LATE 

YOUR GONE AND WE DIDN'T GET TO HAVE OUR MOVIE DATE

IS THAT IT, IS THAT ALL 

69 YEARS IN THIS BODY I HOLD

YOUR SPIRIT IS SO DIVINE 

IT'S HELPING US ALL SHINE

YOU ARE MY ANGEL THAT I FEEL `

FLYING ABOVE ME 

THESE WORDS FLOW OUT OF MY MOUTH SO FREELY 

ON THIS TEAR STAINED PAGE 

YOU TAUGHT ME TO LIVE FREELY

LOVE FULLY AND BE ME

I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK YOU

FOR ALL THAT YOU WERE WHEN I WAS A WEE GIRLY

I TREASURE ALL THE STORIES 

THE CUDDLES AND THE KISSES YOU HAD TO STEAL FROM ME AS A TEEN 

I'M SORRY

I WAS TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL

BUT SECRETLY I ADORED YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE THE RADEST MOM IN THE WORLD

JUST SAYING HELLO WE HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN YOUR GLOW

IT'S STILL BRIGHT HERE

THROUGH THE RAINBOWS I SEE YOUR FACE IN THE CLOUDS GIVING ME HOPE AND GOOD MEMORIES. 

❤️

 
 We can't always be the rainbow,  Some days are cloudy you see.  This seems unreal for those that are blinded by shadows of doubt and misery.  When you light up the world of those around you,  you will warm the hearts of many.   They may have crossed your path in dark days,  but there is always a light to balance the way.  You my dear, I see the stars beyond the universe and back to me  As they pass through me, colourful canvases and gems of history  The treasures I hold are a mystery  Desires to make it last just this one moment and another  Until the last trace of your face stains my memory  Tickling my curiosity  The ink you left dripped through the paper from the words you said  Giving hope to the moment that quickly is left behind to visit yet another raindrop in the sky.  The seasons pass through me like water.  navigating path the enlightened path  Untouched by your secrets of passionate dreams  Wild as can be  I see you in my mind movie  Giving my brain the juice to express this maze of open heart surgery  As though you knew the combo or carried the key close to you to see  That it fits the door to ecstasy.

We can't always be the rainbow,

Some days are cloudy you see.

This seems unreal for those that are blinded by shadows of doubt and misery.

When you light up the world of those around you,

you will warm the hearts of many. 

They may have crossed your path in dark days,

but there is always a light to balance the way.

You my dear, I see the stars beyond the universe and back to me

As they pass through me, colourful canvases and gems of history

The treasures I hold are a mystery

Desires to make it last just this one moment and another

Until the last trace of your face stains my memory

Tickling my curiosity

The ink you left dripped through the paper from the words you said

Giving hope to the moment that quickly is left behind to visit yet another raindrop in the sky.

The seasons pass through me like water.

navigating path the enlightened path

Untouched by your secrets of passionate dreams

Wild as can be

I see you in my mind movie

Giving my brain the juice to express this maze of open heart surgery

As though you knew the combo or carried the key close to you to see

That it fits the door to ecstasy.